I am me, not you. I have so many thoughts and so many feelings. Sometimes wondering whether to go right, left, straight, etc. This life has its way of being a never ending test. Making one decision after another, not knowing what the outcome will be to any. Is this the right thing to do, what are my other options, have I dug myself in too deep????
By no means is my life hard, as compared to people throughout the world who struggle for food, shelter, water, etc. But sometimes it is about perspective. My struggle to find myself and learn from the many situations in life that I have experienced is no different from another 27 year old man in any other area of the world. Life is the same for everyone. It begins and then it ends. You live, you die. You laugh, cry, smile, frown, experience joy and sadness, and maybe learn some things along the way.
I am very grateful to have been able to experience the things that I have in my life, and hopefully I will have an opportunity to experience much more. Many thoughts are racing through my head right now and it is a struggle to focus on one (hence the abstract/random thoughts above).
Just needed to get some thoughts off my “chest”.
